Abandoned

Sleepless in the night，
I try to lose my faith in you，
Saying to myself，
You cant be the right one for me，
And now that youre gone，
I finally get a taste of freedom，
Only problem is I dont really want to be free，
I dont wanna be abandoned，
I dont want to curse your name，
I dont wanna feel the sadness，
Pretending that Im still the same，
I dont want to burn your letters，
I dont want to face the truth，
I dont wanna be abandoned，
I dont wanna waste my youth，
You try to suffocate with your pretends，
And I believe in the shallow romance，
I ran for cover but I couldnt hide，
And still you try to get me to abide，
You scratched me like a perfume and，
Erasing all the feelings that I had，
And all the time you faked this loneliness，
Cause you wouldnt see my twisted mess，
I dont wanna be abandoned，
I dont want to curse your name，
I dont want to feel the sadness，
Pretending that Im still the same，
I dont want to burn you letters，
I dont want to face the truth，
I dont wanna be abandoned，
I dont wanna waste my youth。
<the end>