johnlemon
I'm not quite how I should be
Been finding tricks too hard
I'm thinking something must be broken
Cos it wasn't like this before
Now everyone is ugly and everyone is stoned
Small things about you excite me
But then I'd hate to spoil the tone
All my little something just ran out of luck
Secret dates with strangers
Dirty words and fighting talk
I'm so scared it's killed me
Time and time again
I can't live with compromise
So maybe we could talk as friends?
If at first you don't succeed, try again for me
Today is going to be fine
Tomorrow will be fine too
I asked for things to better me
Even though they silenced my soul
I can taste it just for a second and then it disappears
The flowers look like glitter but then so do you my dear
It's in the way that you look
It's in the books that won't read
It comes and goes like a friend
It's with me right till the end
It's in the memories I've lost
It's concentrating too much
It's breaking down of relations
And it's the beat of the clock
It's not being able to explain
Or get your feelings across
It's in the pain that won't leave you
It's coming straight back for us
It's in a new lease of life
And a search that ends well
It's in finding that change
It's being happy again
我已不是我该有的样子
要发现欺骗总是徒劳
有些东西终将毁灭
因为一切异于往昔
而今每个人都是面目狰狞
我感激你依稀的鼓励
却憎恨你暧昧的语气
不幸总是围绕着我
如同陌生人般约会
肮脏的言语和激烈的争吵
我如此害怕这会毁灭自己
一次又一次
我有不能妥协的原则
或许我们还可以像朋友般交谈?
假如你最初并未成功,再给我一次机会吧
日光之下
并无新事
我只祈求一切顺利
哪怕让我灵魂麻木
消失之前的一瞬已经让我满足
鲜花如此闪烁
亲爱的,你也是如此
它在你注视的方向
在那些乏味的书里
如同朋友来了又去
却又陪我走到最后
它在我记忆的裂痕中
充满着那种感觉
如同被毁掉的关系
如同时钟嘀嗒作响
它是如此难以解释
它交织着你的感觉
你挥之不去的伤痛
打击着我们
它在一段新的生活中
寻找着幸福的终点
它改变着
再次快乐着
Lenin.