Holy Shit (What a Relief)

Holy shit
What a relief

I pulled myself apart, couldn't breathe, tore my hair, bit my skin
I thought of all the dark, all the ash, all the blood, all the grief
I told myself look up, told myself look up and believe
And now this peace, like a blanket, enveloping me.

And holy shit
What a relief
And turned to leave
And holy shit
What a relief!
All that weight falling from me
And all that breath finally free