Dirty Window of Opportunity

Everyone lives, but not everyone truly dies
While they''re still alive and survive
Without anything to lose, I don''t care what will happen to me
I climb through this dirty window of opportunity

I feel a change of heart
From the pain of a heartbreaking loss
I hear awful sounds crying out
I feel my heart breaking loose

I cast away at my own will, to mourn alone across the sea
It may never feel good, it may never feel right
But it seemed like a good idea at the time

I don''t want praise for going away, it draws attention to my loss
But drink alone for me while I am gone, We''ll together again when I come home

I feel my heart breaking away, from the pain of a heartbreaking loss
I hear the awful howl come ripping from my mouth
I feel my heart breaking loose...

It''s time to cross the ocean... and dive, into exile!