Feel Alive

I'm useless and lazy
I'm stupid and crazy
It's always no
It's never maybe
I'm tangled and twisted
Broken, conflicted
I'm such a nervous wreck
You can see it in my eyes
No we can't be saved
Unless we love someone
We love someone
If I could live with no regrets
If I never fell in love
If I never gave my best or if I never rant
and if I never cried
If I never lost someone or had to say goodbye
I'd never feel alive
I'm over suspicious
I'm heartless and vicious
You know I'm such a wreck
You can see it in my eyes
I'm burning my bridges
I'm jealously gifted
Lacking common sense
Dry of confidence
No we can't be saved
Unless we love someone
We love someone
If I could live with no regrets
If I never fell in love
If I never gave my best or if I never rant
and if I never cried
If I never lost someone or had to say goodbye
I'd never feel alive
For all that I've said
For all that I've done
Gotta make it right
Correct my wrongs
Because I can't live If I haven't lost
But I'll get you back at any cost
You know I had it all pushed you away
I sat in stone when I should've behaved
and I'm so sorry
Please forgive me
If I could live with no regrets
If I never fell in love
If I never gave my best or if I never rant
and if I never cried
If I never lost someone or had to say goodbye
I'd never feel alive
Alive x N
I'd never feel alive