Placebo

Fake a smile, I force a tear
To show an illusion that I care.
I would rather you just shut your mouth
Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.
I don� want this, or do I need this?
Its getting way to hard to hold my tongue.
There� a door that� blocking off my way
But there� so much more I want to say
I just cant be around you
Still hiding from this life
And the more I keep looking at you
I feel this growing inside
See through me, I beg of you
I don� know what more I can do
and I know that you won� understand
Your only doing the least of what you can
I cant fake this, want to erase it
I have had about all that I can take
There� a path that� calling out my name
Its a road I know I＇ll never take
I＇ve tried to go my way, escaping from you
Not listening to what you say, I don� need you
Feelings slowly fade away with time
The hate is growing inside