Waiting for the Turning Point(censored)

It's inside, I felt it then, I feel it now, I feel it now
The turning point, waiting for it, a time bomb
(Like)

I'm waiting for the turning point
To lead my life from endless rage
To rip out the page, expect the worst
Yet get the best, I'll wait out the rest, the turning point

Waiting, endless in waiting
It will be just for me, not her or him
Or them with hands out breaking free of the family
Of the lawyers and the vampire half wits

Waiting for the turning point
Waiting for the turning point
I'm waiting, I'm fucking waiting

Laid out, planned out
On my own it works out, frightful
Desperate, unpredictably turns out
(And it)

Desperate frightful
Laid out, planned out
On my own it works out
Waiting for the turning point to drive into me