Tender Sugar

I run, I fall
what ripped away
Check my body more
Was it body or soul
The darkness,The fades
Fades to light disappearing now
Disappears from the night
And all these nightmares I once had as a child
The morning always came
It came too late
What did my mind forget
Forget to hide
Could the nightmare be awake
I don't know
In or out
Up or down
Never know its an illusion
Round and round
On and on
Every day spins my confusion
Not again, not again, not again
This dream I can't awake
What is real, what is real, what is real
It's getting hard for me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need
A little somethin' I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me
Oh the sweet sugar saves me
It's the room that confines me
Confines me...swtich
Yesterday back and forth
Broken door no longer opens
Breaking down, need it now,
Mother's sugar always loves them
Not again, not again, not again,
This dream I can't awake
What is real, what is real, what is real,
It's getting hard for me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need,
A little somethin' I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me
Oh the sweet sugar saves me
It's the room that confines me