there are some nights i hold
to every note i ever wrote
some nights i say fuck it all
stare at the calendar
waiting for catastrophes
imagining, they scare me
and the change in whatever
it is i am changing into
and you are very right to be scared
cuz there aare some nights i hold you close
pushing you to hold me
or begging you to lock me up
never let me see the world
nights i live in horror of the people or the radio
tea parties and twitter, ive never been so bitter
and youuuuu
why you wanna stay
oh my god
have you listened to me lately
lately ive been going crazy (so crazy)
and youuuu
why you want to stay
oh my god
have you listened to me lately
lately ive been fucking crazy
there are some nights i wait
for someone to save us
but i never look inward
trying not to look outward
and some nights i pray
our sun is gonna come to me
but usually
im just trying to get some sleep
some NIGHTS!
一些夜里 我很坚持 那些我所书写过的原则
一些夜里 我说去你妹的
凝视着日历 静候着灾难
想象着惊吓 怎样的改变都好 那就是我要的改变
你当然要感觉恐惧
因为一些夜里 我紧贴着你 逼迫着你与我靠近
或祈求你将我紧锁 别让我窥见这世界
夜晚 栖身在对人群或电台的畏惧
茶会与推特 我从未过的如此之苦
然而你 你为什么要留下
我的天 你有没有留意凝听 近日
近日我几近疯癫 太疯癫
然而你 你为什么要留下
我的天 你有没有留意凝听 近日
近日我太特么疯癫
一些夜里我等待 有人给予我们救赎
但我未曾内观
尝试着不去向往探索
一些夜里我祈祷 太阳会为我升起
但是通常
我只是试着小憩
一些夜里