Out On The Town(Bonus Track)

I set all my regrets on fire
Cause I know I'll never take the time
To unpack my missteps and call all of our friends
I figured they would take your side

I make the bed, just not that well
Your name comes up a lot
When I talk to my mom
Oh, I think she can tell

I was out on the town
So I came to your window last night
I tried not to throw stones
But I wanted to come inside

Now I'm causing a scene
Thinking you need a reason to smile
Oh no, what have I done
There's no one to keep me warm

So maybe I should put a fight
I'll call them back and borrow a box knife
So I can learn to live with all the stupid shit
I've been doing since '99

And I know I could be more clever
And I know I could be more strong
But I'm waiting for the day you come back and say
"Hey, maybe I should change my mind"

I drink a lot
I'm not sure if that's new
But these days when I wake up from a night I forgot
I just wish that it never came true

I was out on the town
So I came to your window last night
I tried not to throw stones
But I wanted to come inside

Now I'm causing a scene
Thinking you need a reason to smile
Oh no, what have I done
There's no one to keep me warm

And I know I could be more clever
And I know I could more strong
And I know I could be more clever
And I know I could be more clever

I knew there'd come a day
When all was said and done
Everything I was
Is everything but gone

All my big mistakes
Are bouncing off your wall
The bottles never break
The sorrow never comes

So come on let me in
I will be the sun
I will wake you up
I am who I was

Just open up your heart
Open up your heart
Open up your heart

I was out on the town
So I came to your window last night
I tried not to throw stones
But I wanted to come inside

Now I'm causing a scene
Thinking you need a reason to smile
Oh no, what have I done
There's no one to keep me warm

我的遗憾在燃烧 我一直在错过
将我错失的遗憾 一一拆解 从友情中找寻救赎
我想 他们恐怕会站在你那边

我把床铺好 却不及你铺地好
当我与母亲谈话时 你的名字挥之不去
我想 她明白

我开始寻欢作乐
昨夜 我来到你的窗边
强忍着报复的心态 但我很想要见你
现在我自作自受 你大概需要一个微笑的理由
哦不 我都做了些什么 再也不会有人给予我温暖

也许我该挣扎 把他们叫回来 借一整盒的小刀
然后学着如何与愚蠢共生 像我一直以来所做的那样

我知道我本可更聪明
我知道我本可更坚强
但我仍在等你回来的那天 对我说 嗨 也许我该改变主意

我喝了好多酒 世界逐渐模糊
在被遗忘的夜里醒来 我只希冀 这一切都不是真的

我开始寻欢作乐
昨夜 我来到你的窗边
强忍着报复的心态 但我很想要见你
现在我自作自受 你大概需要一个微笑的理由
哦不 我都做了些什么 再也不会有人给予我温暖

也许我该挣扎 把他们叫回来 借一整盒的小刀
然后学着如何与愚蠢共生 像我一直以来所做的那样

我知道我本可更聪明 我知道我本可更坚强
我知道我本可更聪明 我知道我本可更聪明

总有那么一天 过去的成为过去 我亦成为过去
我所犯下天大的过错 从你的心墙剥落
不曾破碎的酒瓶 不曾纷沓的悲伤
容我踏入你的世界吧 我会是那明媚的骄阳 将你唤醒 我即是我
敞开你的心扉吧 敞开你的心扉 敞开你的心扉

我开始寻欢作乐
昨夜 我来到你的窗边
强忍着报复的心态 但我很想要见你
现在我自作自受 你大概需要一个微笑的理由
哦不 我都做了些什么 再也不会有人给予我温暖