Do I Make It Look Easy

I reach for you but you are not there
I cry your name in my despair
But you'll never know. no no no
I saw your play, hurting by your side
I played it off like I was fine
My head heart shoulders square
So you don't know

Do I make it look easy( you tell)
Do I make it look easy ( now find)
I need you to believe me (you fool)
Do I make it look easy(one more time)

You sit there You still think owning me
But it's not the same
as it used to be
I'm lying to say I'm happy by myself
My heart heart heart beating like a drum
Notice my eyes say let it come
I step strong to the wind so it won't show

Do I make it look easy (you tell)
Do I make it look easy (now find)
I need you to believe me (you fool)
Do I make it look easy (one more time)

I can't seem to let you go
I let you stream me alone
I know I can't seem to let you go
I know I'm becoming black and painful