Normally Strange

I've been living in this darkness
Setting light to my own home
But I want to be left alone
I've been feeling lower lately
But I'm still getting high
Feeling pretty confident
That I'm feeling shy
I don't know how to say
That I don't know how I feel today
I need to go and stay
With someone else by myself
It's a beautiful day tonight
I'm feeling bad, alright
I'm normally strange

I've been washing in the dirt
Just to get myself clean
I'm blinded by the horrific things
That I've never seen

Just a minute
What am I even talking about?
I understand my confusion now

I don't know how to say
That I don't know how I feel today
I need to go and stay
With someone else, by myself
It's a beautiful day tonight
I'm feeling bad, alright
I'm normally strange

I should have stayed in bed today