Tragician

(i spend most of my days, and most of my nights chasing tomorrow.)

i hate the things i do and all the shit i put you through
it’s tragic
i’m static
i am the world’s worst
i am my own worst enemy
and i hate me…
most days
i can’t believe i’m still here
most day’s
i’m surprised

you want a new lie/line/life
i wanna do what’s right by you
but I can’t seem to get my shit together
not ever
no matter
how hard i try

i never seem to get it right
i’m sick of having you depend on me
because i’ll let you down like i always do
i am the world’s worst
i am my own worst…
it’s crazy you stuck with me
most day’s
i can’t believe you’re still here
most days
i heard you cry

you want a new lie/line/life
i wanna do what’s right by you
but I can’t seem to get my shit together
not ever
no matter
how hard i try
i never seem to get it right

and through all the times we’ve had
i never saw what you saw in me
through all the times we’ve tried
i could never be what you needed of me but i wish
i were.

you want a new lie/line/life
i wanna do what’s right by you
but I can’t seem to get my shit together
not ever
no matter
how hard i try
i never seem to get it right

i still remember
how i made you feel
i still remember
how i made you feel
once upon a time