To Be Without You

It's so hard to be without you

Lying in the bed you are so much to be without

Rattles in my head that empty drum filled with doubt

Everything you lose will always come find its way out

Every night is lonesome and is longer than before

Nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard to be without you

Used to feel so angry now I only feel humble

Stinging from the storm inside my ribs where it thunders

Nothing left to say or really even wonder

We are like a book and every page is so torn

Nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard not to call you

Thunders in my bones out in the streets where I first saw you

And everything was new and colorful it's gotten darker

Every day's a lesson things were brighter before

And nothing really matters anymore

It's so hard to be without you

Everyday I find another little thread of silver

Waiting for me when I wake some place on the pillow

And then I see the empty space beside me and remember

I feel empty I feel tired I feel worn

Nothing really matters anymore