Waking

i dialed 911 a long time ago,
now i see how late they're reacting.
here shakes a former lover slash husband,
and there lies the wife, of a trainwreck just waiting to happen
my god,
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone,
(i'm not here and this isn't happening)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone,
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
i can't believe that she's gone
marvel as this madman, as this makeshift monster r-ps through the room.
watch in fear as he comes completely unglued.
gaze in horror and amazement for a frightening instant.
as he christens the walls with broken bottles of
perfume, her fume,
final moments, must have been a
nightmare in waking, victimized, violently shaking.
my god,
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(i'm not here and this isn't happening)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(i'm not here and this isn't happening)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
i can't breathe...
(i don't deserve to take these breaths)
all i need
(is to sit and rest my head)
on my knees
(the ambulance and police will be here soon)
i can't see...
i can't feel, numb to everything
i can't feel, numb to everything
i can't feel, numb to everything
except my body shutting down as they enter my home.
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream, because i really can't believe that she's gone
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(i'm not here and this isn't happening)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(i'm not here and this isn't happening)
make this a dream because i really can't believe that she's gone
(we'll wake up and she'll be next to me)