Someday

Some nights it really gets to me
And this right now is killing me
Unsure as forever
with eyes so wide
It's as clear as day
A wavering frightended glance
Promise not to cry
One tear's released the flood
Sorrow blinks to brightness of day
Be strong
I faked a smile
That crumbled
Under a Sunday morning's sky
Apologize
10,000 times
For days run over forever
in my mind
But middle ground has given way
And where to step is now
What I face
I suppress my position
As a means to silence the truth
Tormented by my every undying devotion to you
I cry terrified the truth will never calm
but for now if I can just push on and forget
All will be alright.