Breaking Inside

I caught a chill 我被寒意包围
and it's still frozen on my skin 冻结了我的皮肤
I think about why I'm alone, by myself不知道我为何如此孤独 ，形单影只
No one else to explain 没有其他人可以解释
how far do I go? 我前行了多远
No one knows 没有人知道
If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever?如果结局只是这样，为什么我们不能永存？
Don't tell me I'm the last one in line 别说我已落在最后
Don't tell me I'm too late this time 别说此时已经太晚


I don't want to live 我已不想活下去
To waste another day 浪费另一天
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 在我所制造的错误的阴霾下
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 我不想堕落，说我已失去一切
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall 宝贝，我身体的一部分撞向墙壁
Leaving pieces of me behind 将碎片留在身后
And I feel like I'm breaking inside然后我感觉内心在破裂

Out here, nothings clear 就在这里，一切都不再清晰。
Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited 那个我决定继续的时刻使我燃烧
Disappear into the fear 消失在恐惧里
You know there ain't no comin' back 你知道消失的一切不会回来
When you're still carrying the past 当你仍执意抓住过去
You can't erase, separate 你不能抹去，分解
Cigarette in my hand, 我手中握着香烟
Hope you all understand 希望你都能明白

I won't be the last one in line 我不会落在队尾
I finally figured out what's mine 我终于理解自己的意义所在

I don't want to live 我已不想活下去
To waste another day 浪费另一天
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 在我所制造的错误的阴霾下
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 我不想堕落，说我已失去一切
'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall 宝贝，我身体的一部分撞向墙壁
Leaving pieces of me behind 将碎片留在身后
And I feel like I'm breaking inside然后我感觉内心在破裂