Perpetual Sin

As it goes on I don't know if I can take more of this
An everyday abandonment of a less painful time

Hedonistic, pessimistic, masochist, chaos
My silent truth, past well hidden
Do you realise what I am going through?
False life
Lie

Contradiction
Blind vision

God help save me, God help kill the demon raping my soul
God can't help save me; God can't help kill the demon raping my soul

I try to forget

I will make you feel like I did
Slaughter your hopes and your dreams then you'll see through my eyes

So far my dedication to succeed has got me through this time
But how much longer can a dream block out reality?
Could I always just block out reality?

If I were blind I wouldn't have to see
If I were deaf I would never hear
If I were dumb I wouldn?t have to speak
My senses numb, a pleasure pain for me

Manipulation is vital for your way of life
Manipulation breeds
Plagiarism - steal your thoughts from someone else
Plagiarisation

Go to hell
Rot

I will survive to orchestrate your fall
Cleansing us all of parasite one - destroy
Repent your sin