Pain Through Breathing

Pulling away slowly, scurrying on
Wandering through this landscape
An absence of data
Void of all emotion
Hoping this day will be my last


Chasing the unobtainable
Believing in my own lies
On a path of self-destruction
Strangled by all emotion

Blur the edges of my memory
Pain through breathing
Drown myself to help forget
Silence all my thinking


There's no believing
There's no returning
There's no beginning