The First Damend

i in the abyss on the ruins of my dreams 

my burnt world god treads on the cinders 

envy and revenge two sisters i am their brother 

is it my fault that i am a human being? 

i wont forget how the wind was blowing in your gardens 

i was your knight i was a traitor 

i, created to die, to fall into the abyss 

my existence for you to have your flower 

your gardens grow on my soul 

the roots of your trees draw juice from my blood 

and yield fruit from my wounds 

my wandering your triumph my cry for you to existmy feelings, longing,and rebellion 

i suffer at the bottom unnecessary for you 

for the first time the question- why me? 

the fire wont flare up in my soul 

chained to my dreams forever 

unfulfilled ,unreal but i last 

and ill be a thorn in your eye forever