Closure

So is this it? 

Does time end here? 

Is this what I fought for? 

And what I've gained 

What a fool I've been 

To think life had more to offer 

Instead I lye here 

In remorse and suffer 



And I hate you for doing this 

And I hate you for saying that 

I never did enough to ever please you 

Never did enough for it to cease to 

Affect me the way it does 

Provoke me the way it must 

And I'm still thinking 

I'm not enough 



My war on time 

Got worse and faster 

The sands fought hard 

And every day I lost a battle 

And even though I knew I lied 

And even though I saw the signs 

The same three words each time 

I am fine 



And I hate you for doing this 

And I hate you for saying that 

I never did enough to ever please you 

Never did enough for it to cease to 

Provoke me the way it must 

And I'm still thinking 

I am not enough 

I'm ashamed of the life I've lived 

I'm afraid of what I have been 

And it just became 

Just became enough...