On Account Of An Absence

Hope your not looking down on me today

I've tried to do my best carrying this weight

I remember about vengeance upon thee

I have never forgotten for one second

But this was hard

You must know I regret that morning more than anything

And I'd give it back

That is not to say I don't love this

But there is not one day i can forget

There is not one day

Sometimes i feel I'm waiting biding time

Waiting for something that may never come

Still everything is different

All was changed, everything

All that we live for

All that we dreamed of taken away

Sometimes I swear that I'm waiting for

Something to jump out at me

Where can you hide when they come calling

Where can you go when they come for you

Time like this when the walls close in and I can't breathe

I call your name