Unborn

you better check your pulse,

i think the hearse went by

shut the fuck up and listen

before you're down to nothing without a pot to piss in

your missing the point that i'm mapping on this chart-

everything we could be, everything we're not

come on, give it all you got

all i've got is an excuse,

a noose for my hurt- feel it jerking me loose

been lathing abuse and it's breaking me up

i'm bordering final and enough's enough

you keep sucking on your own dick, your bound to break your neck

i think that i detect a sick sign of self respect

what did i expect, i expected so much more from myself

now why can't i open my eyes?

i think i'm fucking dead

we all fall, we all, we all fall down

we all fall, we're all falling, falling down

crucified, purified lullaby- unborn

dressed like a costume party, everybody in disguise

see the mask on your face but it won't hide your eyes

my demise marks my birth, unborn into light

now you wanna take me, 

show me wrong from right?

well you can kiss my paraphilia

and you can kiss my sadicide

i wanna thank you for your welcome

let me carve the shit out from inside

it's only a dream, cry yourself back to sleep

let your mind seep down where all secrets keep

deep beneath the calm surface a serpents eyes open wide-

a breath of death in its lies

unborn-

unborn and i'm born again

that old man, damn, he sure can talk

he said that i fucked jesus in a trailer park

n' that ain't the truth, it was in the ritz hotel

i wore a condom so i wouldn't burn in hell 

maybe i'm dead

denial still stings in these lifeless eyes