Restless

restless

we raise, we fall

what was that, where the hell have I gone through?

what happened to me?

realize that I've lost control

my body is paralyzed, my mind is blurred

on the ground like a fallen leaf, fallen from the trembling tree

not living, just killing time

I'm afraid to lose what was mine



I feel so restless

we raise, we fall



what if this was my last breath?

foreign in my own body and mind

it seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's no place to hide

alone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrise

somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help

please show me the way out



I'm chasing the wind and try to catch the light

how many hours will it still take?

staring up to the clouds above and listening to the same damn song over and over again

I want to run away from myself because at any moment everything can change

what is this, what was that?

how many hours will it still take?

what is this, what was that?

I want to run away from myself

what is this, what was that?

I assume it's the normal circle of despair after touching the sky

and now it is falling down on me

was it worth it? was is it really worth it?

what if I can't ever be free anymore?



is this the reality or just an illusion?

bite my tongue to see if I can still feel

time vanishes into oblivion, into a black hole

please help me out