Slow Suicide

I'm not evil

No matter what you think of me

I'm just human

There's a part of you that's just like me



I have fallen

I have broken every piece

Heard heaven calling

I could only reach this from my knees

And now I believe



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I can't let this life pass me by

In a blink of an eye it ends

I can't let my tomorrows decide

What I am in this life

It's like committing slow suicide



It's no secret

I can't pretend, I can't forget

What I've done

Every day I live with the consequences

I let it beat me, let it kick me, let it throw me to the floor

Those days are over

I'm moving forward

It can't hurt me

And now I believe



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So many days I chose to suffer, living a lie

So many ways I chose to die

Oh, had to feel less than nothing

Shame and suffering

To see with my own eyes

I wasn't living

I was committing

Committing slow suicide

Committing slow suicide



And now I believe



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Committing slow suicide

Committing slow suicide