Not Just Breathing

I was never clear before, I lost myself and you were weak

Sorry but I must inform the others on intentions that you seek

How do I choose a side?

I'm just trying, I'm just fighting to say



I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing



She only cares about the way she looks

Can't think for herself she's just a frame

A body dwelling on this earth

A user of the desperate and the vain

Maybe there's someone out there

Who's good with speaking to a blank stare

I know I'm preaching to a lost cause but at least I know



I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing



Stay away from me

Stay away from me



I'm not afraid to speak my mind and throw this life away

I've been enslaved, and years of wasting time made me this way

No it won't get better, we'll just drift apart

And when you do start trying I hope you're reminded



I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing



Time will tell but I wait patiently

There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see

It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate

There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait



Time will tell but I wait patiently

There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see

It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate

There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait



Stay away from me

Stay away from me



I'm alive

I'm alive

And not just breathing