Cinder

Scarred 

 

  

 

   Cinder

 

 

  Every time my world

  Is about to collapse in its vacuity

  I take refuge in an alternative version of my life

  Where things turned out for the best

  No sorrow, no pain, no past mistakes haunting me

  Sometimes it feels so real that I get confused

  Why can't this life replace my misery?

  All I wanted to be, a step away

  Waiting for me behind the glass

  

  Inside the mirror, in another dimension

  The unscarred me is taking for granted

  The happiness I'm denied

  He's standing on the bright side looking out for me

  'cause I'm coming to get what is mine

  Right now; it's about fucking time

  

  Dowse my life with gasoline

  Burn down the failure I have been

  Before I join the other side

   

  

  And take the place that's truly mine

  

  I light a match and start the purification

  There's no room for the two of me

  Got nothing but regrets to destroy

  It's an easy decision

  Like all the ones I've made before

  

  It's time to get what I deserve

  The fire consumes my other world

  My perfect life is melting down

  No more easy way out

  Flames are carving the lesson

  Into my flesh

  That's my way out

  

  Facing the calcinated shell

  Of who I used to see