Lullaby For a Sadist

Seething, I walk the circle

I called out long ago

But somehow I get lost each time

Feeding this hunger deep inside

That never lives

The voice within eats me up inside



One, I love hurting you

Two, I love your pain

Three, let’s get together and

Play the sinner’s game

Four is for the torture and

Five is for the shame

Cause every time you want it

I get off on this game



You wanted to play

The coldness follows

This isn’t a game

Your life, I’ll swallow

And I can’t help

But smile at your pain

You wanted to play

But I already won



Gloating, I plant the seed

Inside your head

Right away, watch it grow

Destroying your insides

Pleading to comfort you

With my sadistic ways

I watch the tears fall

I crack a smile



One, I love hurting you

Two, I love your pain

Three, let’s get together and

Play the sinner’s game

Four is for the torture and

Five is for the shame

Cause every time you want it

I get off on this game



You wanted to play

The coldness follows

This isn’t a game

Your life, I’ll swallow

And I can’t help

But smile at your pain

You wanted to play

But I already won



I look at you and start to crack

Start to crack

I give into, you take it back

Take it back

This lullaby is all you have

All you have

Sadistic pleasure, I attack

I attack

I attack

I attack

I attack



You wanted to play

The coldness follows

This isn’t a game

Your life, I’ll swallow

And I can’t help

But smile at your pain

You wanted to play

But I already won

I already won

I already won