Merianas

Do you know how it feels to hide

with thoughts repressed deep down inside?

I guess you just loved the lie.

Truth is, you can’t decide where my heart resides.



You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick.

I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am.

My entire life I was dealt the wrong hand

and cast aside from the man that I am.



I’ve never felt so free.

It kills me to hear you say you “choose to love me.”

I was hoping that would be a given, given our history.

I’ve never felt so free, so free



You think I’m wrong, you think I’m wrong

but I never felt better.



Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie.

I thought blood was thicker than water.

You think I’m wrong but I never felt better. [2x]



I know I disappointed you,

but I’ve got nothing to prove.



You want to cure me of this epidemic, you call me sick.

I wish I had said it, the words to admit to you who I am.

My entire life I was dealt the wrong hand,

but now I’ve realized this is who I am.

I’ve made my decision, you’re either with or against me.



You’re either with or against me. [2x]



Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie.

I thought blood was thicker than water.

You think I’m wrong but I never felt better.



Stop living in denial, stop loving the lie.



I’m standing firm. It’s who I am.

You can’t keep me, you can’t keep me down.

Iʼm moving on. I’m living free.

You canʼt stop me, you canʼt stop me now. [2x]