Addicted To Chaos

Only yesterday they told me you were gone 

All these normal people, will I find another one? 

Monkey on my back, aching in my bones 

I forgot you said "One day you'll walk alone" 

I said I need you, does that make me wrong? 

Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong? 

My heart was blackened, it's bloody red 

A hole in my heart, a hole in my head! 

Who will help me up? 

Where's the helping hand? 

Will you turn on me? 

Is this my final stand? 

In a dream I cannot see 

Tangled abstract fallacy 

Random turmoil builds in me 

I'm addicted to chaos 

Light shined on my path 

Turn bad days into good 

Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed 'em 'cause I could 

My brain was labored, my head would spin 

Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in 

The plans we made are back up on the road 

Remember that you said 

"One day you'll walk alone"