If You Still Hate Me

The feelings you are breaking 

Are feelings I was faking 

My eyes begin to shut, my life's a bixtch 

Want me to cut you up? 

Your life is one big shout out 

You think I'm fake, you are a snake 



These are my fears 



I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me 

I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now 



You make my life so aching 

My every thought you're breaking 

My ears begin to bleed, words you're riffing 

I'm here to shut you up! 

Your life is one big fuxck up 

You think I'm fake, you're a snake 



These are my fears 



I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me 

I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now 



I cannot see how you can be 

So fucking hateful of my ways 

From all these thoughts I will not stray 

The hate I feel today 



My life is not something you think you can run 

You should have learned 

This is the reason we're done 

I hate your ways and everything that you say 

I wish you dead!!!