Medication

This is the part of me that needs medication

This is the part of me that believes in heaven

This is the part of me that thinks outer space is all dead

This is the part of me that wishes it was with it

This is the part of me that's trying to be funny

This is the part of me that loves my parents

This is the part of me that thinks that ants are cavemen

This is the part of me that thinks all humans are ants

This is the part of me that means nothing



And I don't know

Where I could go away and you could wish 

That I had stayed or just stayed gone

And I don't know

And I don't know at all

So, out of the context and into what you meant

And you know your reasons

You don't know who you are 

But you know who you want to be

I don't know

So you go to the library to get yourself a book 

And you look and you look

But you didn't find anything to read

And I don't know at all



Left all my kinder parts rusting and peeling

My nose isn't that big, it looks nothing like me

We're all doctors trading sadness for numbness

Grass looks much greener but it's green-painted cement

The mayor's machines are there cleaning the pavement

You can't make dirt clean so we'll just lemon-scent it