Chapters

Looking back on my footsteps on the cold ground

Feeling like fleeing

They say the path I took should be my fate

But I wanna take my lazy steps on my own

Day by day, second by second, I set the course anew



Walking through the frames of my life

Looking for the moments I'll remember with a smile

Tripping over lies and hate

Envy and vanity

I wish I could change the order of proceedings

No chance at all

No chance at all



I build a time machine

I will reverse my mistakes, pain - fade away

Fade away

Fade away



All these sources of noise are whispering and screaming

Tempting and frightening in the middle of my head, beyond my heart



They try to change my mind into something bad

Fighting against them for years

But in the end I still decide on my own



Fearing the mistakes

Fearing the responsibility

To myself and to my beloved, to my beloved



Walking through the frames of my life

Looking for the moments I'll remember with a smile

Tripping over lies and hate

Envy and vanity

I wish I could change the order of proceedings



These photos, can't overlook (can't overlook)

The flashlights, they are surrounding me



Observing all my movements

But finally it's me who's crying for my perfect sincerity

Crying for my salvation

Crying for the respect for myself



So where is the golden means of all decisions?

I don't even know

If there is a right way I could choose



I go down on my knees, I'm yelling at the ground

In the hope of finding some new answers



Thousands of questions

Only one life for finding answers

One question for thousands of lives

For thousands of lives



Breathing slowly



Despite this I never stopped believing in

Waiting for the point I can see it clearly