Watch Me Drown

By Matthew1018



I wanted to forget how you swallowed me whole

I wanted to suggest we let this sh*t go

I over stayed a while 

And let you beat on my soul

I never could digest how you were so cold

And shield behind a smile where teeth are sharp as they shown

The bullet in your hand

It had my name on

I'm gonna run and hide

I'll disappear for a while

I feel so dead inside and it's all your fault



But you don't feed me now

No longer hold me down

You'll never watch me drown

I hope you figure it out

No longer sicken with doubt

You'll never watch me drown



With every day gone by

I felt so useless and old

I never could decide

Why it should be so

Another wasted try

To say what i can't control

I feel so dead inside

And it's all your fault



But you don't feed me now

No longer hold me down

You'll never watch me drown

I hope you figure it out

No longer sicken with doubt

You'll never watch me drown



I wanted to forget how you swallowed me whole

I wanted to suggest we let this sh*t go

I over stayed a while and let you beat on my soul 

I never could digest how you were so cold



But you don't feed me now

No longer hold me down

You'll never watch me drown

I hope you figure it out

No longer sicken with doubt

You'll never watch me drown