Going Under

Is it wrong to talk to my-self e-ven when theres no-bo-dy else Im just check-ing out that Im not gone un- der the wa-ter Th-rown on the beach like a seal rea-dy for slaugh -ter Cant you un-der-stand that the way things were plan-ned It ne-ver work-ed out so I just went cra- zy I took to the drink, like some-thing says its may-be I aint got no ex-cuse and thats really the news Got no-thing else to say, that its my way, its al-ways my way I seem to be run-ning away so of-ten Ill try any-thing once and thats the way we should be But it-s al-ways the same get-ting caught up a-gain in a ha-bit A ha-bit that I just cant shake off the way it al-ways turned out Can you un-der-stand its the way I choo-se to be E-very-thing seems so ea-sy this way but Im go-ing un-der fast Slip-ping away Am I so cra-zy