Lost In A Fantasy

Suspendid 

I'm weightless 

Probing through my thoughts 

I'm unconcious 

I swallow the thought of one day 

I will wake to reality 



How can I find my own? 

Lost in a fantasy 

When will this life be whole? 

I've tried a million ways 

To break free 



I stay high 

Sedated 

Insecurities far away now 

Wasted, I stand here and bleed 

For a way to reinvent me 



Prepare for the leap 

There will be no more suffering 

Push within to find the will 

To plunge to the end 



Take a deep breath 

Plunge to the face of the earth 

For the awakening 

Face down on concrete 

Pick up all the shattered 

Pieces of me