With Pitiless Blows

We collapse, hands interlude 

cheek against cheek 

a pulse duet hums through our veins 

and I'm not sure why I continue 

when we start to embarrass each other 

as our lies attain bi-partial virtue 

and all I want is to die 

I gain and lose control 

like some fucked up lust opiate 

and now you will forever abhor me 

as I purge myself one piece at a time 

I won't forget my reflection 

loved and lost in between your thighs 

don't forget how I can't forget you 

I continue 

when we start to embarrass each other 

hypnotic and gross, stained with a big deal 

and all I want is to die 

I'd rather erase my two ton impact on your life 

this shouldn't be my only way out 

anxious to have validity knowing I only take up space 

I'll continue to swell thanks to the induction of severity