Til I Am Myself Again

til  i  am  myself  again  -  blue  rodeo

when  i  want  to  know  where  my  confidence  went

one  day  it  all  disappeared

and  i'm  lying  in  a  hotel  room  miles  away

voices  next  door  in  my  ear

when  daytime's  a  drag

night  time's  worse

hope  that  i  can  get  home  soon

but  the  half-finished  bottles  of  inspiration

lie  like  ghosts  in  my  room

when  i  wanna  go

i  know  i  can't  stay

but  i  don't  want  to  run

feeling  this  way

til  i  ,  i  am  myself

til  i  ,i  am  myself

til  i  ,i  am  myself  again

there's  a  seat  on  the  corner

i  keep  every  night

wait  til  the  evening  begins

i  feel  like  a  stranger

from  another  world

but  at  least  i'm  living  again

there  are  nights

full  of  anger

words  that  are  thrown

tempers  that  are  shattered  and  thin

but  the  moments  of  magic

are  just  too  short

they're  over  before  they  begin

when  i  know  it's  time

one  big  step

i  can't  go

i'm  not  ready  yet

til  i  ,  i  am  myself

til  i  ,  i  am  myself

til  i  ,  i  am  myself  again

i  had  a  dream

that  my  house  was  on  fire

people  laughed  while  it  burned

when  i  tried  to  run  but  my  legs  were  numb

i  had  to  wait  til  the  feeling  returned

when  i  don't  need  a  doctor

to  figure  it  out

i  know  what's  passing  me  by

when  i  look  in  the  mirror

sometimes  i  see  traces  of  some  other  guy

when  i  wanna  go

i  know  i  can't  stay

but  i  don't  want  to  run

feeling  this  way

til  i  ,  i  am  myself

til  i  ,  i  am  myself

til  i  ,  i  am  myself  again