If There Was A Time

I  try  to  talk  to  the  clouds

But  they  spill  out  the  rain

Now  I＇m  truly  convinced

They＇ve  got  nothing  to  say

Will  I  ever  learn

Is  there  something  wrong  with  my  brain

Now  the  weeds  are  on  fire

And  they�e  burning  away

Last  time  I  checked  I＇m  at  34  sins

Another  won＇t  matter  ＇cause  I＇m  never  gonna  win

Hoping  now  I＇m  on  a  road  that  I  can  change

Cause  I＇ll  change

If  there  was  a  time  when  I  needed  to  pray

That  the  cold  wind  blows  away

If  there  was  a  time  when  I  needed  a  place

To  wipe  the  guilt  free  from  my  face

If  there  was  a  time  for  mercy  in  my  life

It＇s  right  now

If  I  were  down  on  my  knees

Would  it  all  be  in  vain

But  for  now  I＇ll  believe

Until  there＇s  some  better  way

And  my  pages  turn

Til  I＇ve  got  nothing  to  say

Now  the  days  with  no  dawn

Are  coming  of  age

Last  time  I  checked  I＇m  at  35  sins

Another  won＇t  matter  ＇cause  I＇m  never  gonna  win

Holding  onto  a  ghost  that  I  can＇t  save