Blind Windows Stare

I have secretly dreamt

 of wearing my skin

 With nothing underneath

 To be consciousless and soulfired

 To have no useless doubt and fear inside

 Playing carefully, living in safety

 Building the fortress of new personality

 Fulfilling the selfish fantasy

 So beautifully

 

 Look at me, gaze into the unknown

 My facial gesture is carved in stone

 And helpless world doesn't even dare

 To turn away from my cold stare

 Blind window eyes on the face

 Toothless mouth of opened gates

 Rain tears on the walls-cheeks

 Cynical notions look like pile of bricks

 

 I move my mind in million directions

 At the same time

 Like multi-headed beast

 I can control the west

 When I look to the east

 My blind window eye

 Is searching low and searching high

 Watching the every move

 Of all the passers-by

 

 Blind windows stare... [4X]