How Much Longer

Drag  this  neurotic  to  hysterics

Leave  him  balked  and  unfulfilled

Holding  inside  outwardly  patient

'Till  the  time  he'll  call  it

Alluring  exotic  twisted  hero

Leaving  him  more  lonely  still

He  waits  around,  he's  spun  around  and  left  without  the  power  to  stop  it

Peers  don't  know  what  they  can't  see

They  can't  see  inside  of  me

It's  sickening  how  comforting  the  privacy  of  the  mind  can  be

How  much  longer  will  I  try  before  I  realize  I'm  desperate  in  the  situation

that  I'm  in  again

I'm  exhausting  yet  another  topic

I've  exhausted  frequently  with  no  regrets

Abstruse  and  lacking  rational  but  making  so  much  sense  somehow

A  stone  has  blocked  my  hourglass,  no  progress  made,  no  time's  run  out

I'd  almost  rather  have  the  latter

Save  myself  with  sad  defeat

A  stone  just  broke  my  hourglass

I  peel  the  skin  that  had  me  trapped