All These Feelings Ending

In this night that highlights dawn,

I stay dormant for I have feared this moment,

This is the time someone must silence your voice.

Vengeful and fierce are the thoughts that I bear with me.

The last strain of hope is gone.

I am calculating the risk and I am ready for desperate measures now.



Thrown into the lion pit; a fight of life.

I failed you all and I am too afraid

but a situation like this requires concessions.

I will not allow someone like you to destroy what we have.

I do not want to be like you but I have no choice; you leave me no choice.

In my eyes, clashing views on everything I am.



I take a closer look to see there are only illusions.

Everything that defined me all I believed has been withdrawn.

Reality tears apart itself, now tell me that this is not a matter of life and death.



This is a matter of life and death.



This is my consciousness, my ego, my self-sabotage.

This is indispensable.

This is what my feelings sound like.



I am more afraid of the ones that obey than of the disease itself.

See the signs of this emergence and raise the awareness,

it's time to be resistant.

I find so many reasons to why you should be extinct,

so many reasons yet no one will win,

so I will fight this fight for one last night.



Fuse together with my painful strife to be under the knife.

As I flex the joints of this hand you might find that you don't stand a chance.

Prepare for impact.