My Orphan Year

My Orphan Year 



My father had dementia

He lied in bed for months

Once in a while he'd call me

And ask me to fly down

I told him that I'd love to

But I had things to do

And so he died without his son

I heard about it drunk after a show



My mother battled cancer

For over seven years

I nursed her and I held her

When time was running out

The night before she left me

I drank scotch all night

And thanked her for everything she'd done

Raising me alone wasn't much fun



Dad I can forgive you, but I'll never forget,

Months I wouldn't see you and when I did

You'd be out with your friends all night

Alone and only nine

I watched the outer limits

And scared out of my mind

I wonder if you felt the same

The days before you died

I wonder if you even knew

Why I wouldn't come around

I bet if you had been there,

There wouldn't be this song



2006 goodbye parents

For once I am sincere

2006 my orphan year

   ```````````````````````````````````````上面的歌词来自“反面疫苗·······································”    `

有点感同身受，虽然和我一点关系都没有。  

　　但是这歌词和旋律的反差，思维的反差，实在是有点残酷的完美。  

　　所以我把歌词翻译了一下，给大家行个方便~  

　　  

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　　“我爸爸得了老年痴呆，他在床上躺了好几个月了”  

　　“有天他突然给我打了电话，让我快飞回去看他”  

　　“我说我很想去，但我现在有活儿要干”  

　　“这样，他就死了，没有儿子陪伴。我在一次演出之后大醉的时候听见了这个消息”  

　　“我妈妈和癌症搏斗了整整七年，我照顾她我很爱她”  

　　“当一切快要结束的时候，在她离去的那晚之前”  

　　“我喝了一晚的威士忌，感谢上天她为我做的一切”  

　　“一个人把我拉扯大一点都不好玩，太辛苦”  

　　“所以爸爸我原谅你，但是我不会忽视，那些好几个月都见不到你的时候”  

　　“当我觉得你应该要回来的时候，你却和你的朋友在外面瞎混”  

　　“我一个九岁的小孩在家里瑟瑟发抖，看着远处的路灯惊慌不已”  

　　“我不知道在你将要死去的那几天里，你是不是也和我当时的感觉一样”  

　　“我也不知道你是否真的知道我为什么不回来看你，我想如果当时你和我一起陪着妈的话，也不会有这首歌了”  

　　“2006年，我成为孤儿的这年”  

　　“唯一的一次，我真心实意的，再见了双亲”  

　　“2006，我的孤儿之年”  

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　　唉。  

　　Matt看起来是个没心没肺的胖子，但是当谁碰到天涯两隔的时候也会真情流露。



       在1：56秒的时候，旋律微微变了一下，



       这里就像是一块面具突然的破碎，扭曲的，恨意，悔意，悲哀与追忆，瞬间涌出。



　　然后一段无言的极简Riff，就像是在擦干泪水咽下弱点和失落， 



       站回你的面前，我还是无坚不摧的朋克。 



       只是我再也没有血系了。